I’m trying to be positive, but every day is different. I have noticed that the past couple of days there is some pain during and after urination. I also feel dull pain in my bladder sometimes. It just a sad situation. I had none of these symptoms prior to that stupid catheter. Somehow I have to find a urologist I can trust. I guess I’m having trouble accepting what’s happened to me. The trauma I experienced has me fearful of Doctors. I know I have to face this, but it just scares me. I meet with my lawyer tomorrow, and I’m quite sure he’ll demand I follow up with a urologist to prove I was in fact injured due to their negligence. I’ll try my best to remain positive about my situation. I admire how strong you’ve been through you’re whole experience. You continue to remain positive and that is inspiring because it’s not an easy thing to deal with, mentally and physically.