Hey Proph,
Firstly I want to put out a bro-hug (no gay) to you for your terrible road. I was welling up reading it. Sucks.
Are you at liberty to say where you had the surgery?
I had surgery in 2009 and had some residual male flimsiness issues. Did you have weight gain after your surgery? I was a bit of a fat f**k before the surgery and I think I slid into a metabolic syndrome with a good deal of weight. My free testosterone was in the crapper.
I went to Boston and they injected (I guess) IV Viara right into the warrior which was a barrel of laughs but it went up which dispelled a blood flow “drainage” issue. I was a limp d**k for like a year and it hit better. It will get better.
Big thing is the mental game bro. My wife sounds like yours,,hotter now than the day I met her in ‘87. Easier said to flush your brain pan of all the nonsense but eventually you will get back to Gladiator status without the help of the pull. I have a vial of some locked in my gun vault that I’m sure are stale as shit by now.
I’m just now getting some post-voiding blood and that old, pre-surgery pain is creeping back. My original surgeon (who is one lucky fella) never discussed options, prognosis,. Long term, etc. being that he was the only guy in my area who could do it, his whole MO was shitty. So needles to say I’m going elsewhere.
Let me know how you’re doing brother. The fight is always easier when you have bros on your 6.
Peace